All things must pass...

These days are hard for me.

I'm not focused on anything as I would like to be.
We all have problems,hard times,and times that we think that there's no way out.

That's probably cause we don't see the whole picture.
God does.I forget that.Very often.

I'm glad that Lord(and my pastor too)know that I'll screw up.Many times.
I often think that I should not do things I do,like leading worship,cause I don't feel worthy to do that.And I'm not.

But God didn't choose saints.
He probably wouldn't find any on this earth.
One of my friends told me that he can't understand how can God use people like us at all.
And I can't either.
I'm just thankful that He is.
He helps me through people around me...all you friends that are far away from here(thank God for internet too).

And he helps me through music and poetry
Last couple of days were so crazy that I thought I'll explode or escape...

God talks through Bible of course...
But He gave me these few words from Paul Simon this morning:

"Many's the time I've been mistaken
and many times confused
yes,and I often felt forsaken
and certaintly misused

Oh,but I'm alright,
I'm alright
I'm just weary to my bones
still,you don't expect me to be bright and bonvivant
so far away from home,
so far away from home

And I don't know a soul who's not been battered
I don't have a friend who feels at ease
I don't know a dream that's not been shattered
or driven to its knees
But it's alright,alright
for we lived so well so long
still when I think of the road we're travelin' on
I wonder what went wrong
I wonder what went wrong..."

This helped me a lot today

I hope I didn't depress you all